She listens too well
To all my issues and pain
It's too much for me
I'm from a cold hell
And she seems quick to forget
That angels fell too
She's one of the best
Being there? It's hard right now
I'm just one more lie
She's honestly great
And I'm just really grateful
I need a long break
I'm a butterfly
Slowly falling to the ground
Changing into things
It makes perfect sense
I'm in a dark chrysalis
Figures my mind's mush
You like words and screens
And I prefer sounds and cords
Terrible planning
The dancer and art
The introvert and speeches
Accidents not planned
As of now no clue
I'm not sure what holds it tight
But I'm no help. Right!
Am I trying? No
I don't want to fix a thing
I am just frozen
Now I need to melt
Away from your warmth quietly
Some time out of touch
You're immortal right?
Or so you would have me think
Even gods have heels
Before the end comes
I'll give the challenge a rest
Drop the bow and walk
I have a french name
I could bring you down slowly
Apollo's with me
Avoid all of this?
Forget the lust and power
No wandering eyes
Those thoughts are not cheap
I can not match that steep price
I would be without
I hear you. I do
I'm the wiser one for once
So just listen please
This is you and I
You're the friend and I the name
I have nothing left
Nothing left seems right
I push and push. It's pointless
Let us just be names
They don't speak or hurt
The lucky ones are pieces
I think I could. You?
I'm torn between things
What I remember and feel
I'm angry and tired
Winded from being
Being polite and friendly
All of it okay
You would never know
I strip most of my layers
Except the last one
I hold you safely
At a respectable space
Let's just let it be
Let's wave the white flags
You don't need to reach out
I can stop trying
Paging Dr. Blair
The time of death: this moment
For now or ever?
Epilogue: Friendships come and go. Right now they're in limbo phase many of them to be honest. Some were unexpected others I foresaw. I don't see the effort in forcing something. Either it's there or not.