I should probably take a step back. Acknowledge that I am not owed anything. Just realize truly how small I am; that my dearest of friends and the most distant of strangers could live life without me. How important can one person absolutely be. People say, "I could not live without you" in movies and speeches. False you can't live without your heart. And I hardly doubt I constitute as that. I do feel as if I'm self aware enough to know if I resided in someone's breast that was not my own especially if I was keeping them alive. I'm just a man as much as I doubt it at times. Any thoughts, opinions, and biases are just that they cease to be facts. Maybe just maybe we're nothing more than that? And in agreement with an argument ponder the following. Could it be that we only have the power to impact others to the certain degree that they admit to themselves we have a certain power? I know I didn't phrase that the best; but just imagine that our mere sway relies much more heavily in people's belief in us than these truths we believe about ourselves. That in itself could be the real sorcery. Put away your caldrons, water your fires, and bury your pits in sand. I'm just a man. You'll be better when it's over. You can't want me! I'm not even sure what I want myself. You would have bought indecision. Your money would have traded hands and found its way in your pockets and in your couch. Money is no good here because you can't buy potential only product. Stop holding your chest. I'm not your heart and I have yet to attack. You can live without me I'm inconsequential dear.